*We can live like Jack and Sally if we want where you can always find me we'll have Halloween on Christmas and in the nite we'll wish this never ends...* *sigh* i feel so... i dont know... I miss Nanu Bear... I wish he was the old him... I wish he was still my Nanu Bear and not... Andrew Barnet (which is his girlfriend's last name)... I really dont wish he was mine again... I just wish he was my big bro again... I wish he wouldn't abandon me... I wish he still loved me... I wish he still cared about me... I wish he'd give me a hug just cuz... I wish he could still tell when I am upset just by lookin in my eyes... I wish he'd hug me while im crying and whisper its all gonna be ok... I guess my lil black heart really broke this time...