I dont know what i want anymore. I dont know what my dreamz and goals are anymore. I dont know who I love and who I hate... This is getting weird. I have no clue what I'm feeling anymore. It's like with him I know i need to stay away but I can't stay away. I dont know how I feel bout my friendz nemore either. I have so much fun with them and I love just being around all of them... but then i find myself thinking I need to get away from these people. I dont understand why. I love my gurlz. They've been there for me through everything, and a few of my boyz have been too. Maybe I just need to get away from it all for a bit. But I've already started doing that. I've distanced myself from so many people. I don't even look forward to Christmas anymore! Something is seriously wrong with me... ~*Libby*~