I need a hug... I need super glue and lots of duct tape to put my world back together. I feel as if I've aged a hundred years in the past few minutes. I hate being a rock. I hate being me. I feel alone... Sometimes I really think I only have one friend and that is myself. I've been tryin to call alyssa to tell her I can't come down for her birthday. I know she'll get mad and I'll be even more alone.... What is wrong with me? I just want to disappear... I hate everything... :(