Listening to: Adam's Song-Blink 182
Feeling: overworked
Have You Ever-Tiffany Blevins
Have you ever lived my life?
Spent one minute in my shoes?
If you haven't then tell me why
You judge me as you do.
Have you ever woken up in the morning
Wondering if this was your last day on Earth?
Have you ever left your house
Unsure if you'd return?
Have you ever seen your friend get shot
Outside his favorite store?
Have you ever seen a friend die
From drugs he'd never used before?
Have you ever seen your mom get beat up
By your stepdad messed up on booze?
Have you ever had an unwanted pregnancy
Forcing you to choose?
Have you ever sat beneath the stars
Hoping "God" will hear?
Have you ever seen your best friend drive away
After way too many beers?
Have you ever had a friend
Experiment with weed?
Have you ever covered up guilt
By doing a good deed?
Have you ever considered suicide
As the only way?
Have you ever tried to hide yourself
Behind the things you say?
Have you ever wanted to protect
Your friends and everyone in sight?
Have you ever felt such pain
That you cried yourself to sleep at night?
Have you ever lived my life,
Spent one minute in my shoes?
If you haven't, then tell me why
You judge me as you do.
Ahh i feel like i need to protect all my friends in sight sometimes it seems no matta what i do it isnt enough i just found out that my two gurlz were bein physically and verbally abused i want to get them outa their houses and just away from their dads its horrid i told "mom" (muh home gurl whose like muh mommie) about a runaway center that she can go to but i doubt she will and muh otha gurl told me her dad punched her then started chokin her that just tore me up inside it was like i could feel my heart breakin it was horrid i just want them all to be ok i reallly really do i want to protect them from the whole world i guess...
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