o...m...g... Muh gurl renee told me dat Jose was tellin her b4 da game and everything he was sayin stuff like he wants to "tear me up" *if ya know what i mean* and he was tellin her all dis otha stuff he wanted to do with me like get me alone with him and how much ill be beggin for it and shit like dat it was really scaring me and i told matt bout it cuz it was really botherin me and i feel so comfy talkin to him so i told him what he said just not who said it and of course he wanted to know cuz he wanted to kick his ass but im scared bout it cuz jose is almost 2 times muh age and i mean ive had guyz tell me shit like dat but i know they just playin cuz they muh buddyz and all but with him cuz he didnt say it to me or nething i dont think he is but afta she told me what he was sayin cuz i knew he kinda liked me cuz renee had been tellin me he thought i was pretty and stuff but then she told me that and i just couldnt stop shaking it scared me so bad cuz hes bigga then me and shit and he could probably force me to do somethin i dont want to do or somethin like dat but i dont even want to think bout it cuz its really startin to botha me now just needed to "unwind" i guess *Libby*