Kessie i think ur readin muh diary so plz stop u should leave it alone *grr* I dont know why i feel discouraged i feel like i can do nothing like i AM nothing i hate the feeling it seems worse as dayz go on right now i feel as if i could cry and never stop. I dont know why i feel this way (i dont know why she swallowed the fly i guess she'll die) It kinda hurts inside ya know i feel like muh heart is in muh throat and theres an empty space where the heart should be in muh chest. But screw that like nick said "Libby your heartless" I wish i was heartless. Maybe i am. To not feel anything for any of the people around me to not care at all would make such a better life maybe i feel discouraged to go on another day. Maybe i just dont want to live anymore and feel as if i CANT do it. i hate this i hate it all i hate everything and EVERYBODY all of it. But when i think about it it isnt true muh love for muh friends keeps me here locked away in muh own lil world muh own fucked up mind ~*Libby*~ The lil boy and the old man-Shel Silverstein Said the lil boy, "Sometimes i drop my spoon." Said the old man, "I do that too." The lil boy whispered, "I wet my pants." "I do that too," laughed the lil old man. Said the lil boy, "I often cry." The old man nodded, "So do I." "But worst of all," said the boy, "it seems Grown-ups don't pay attention to me." And he felt the warmth of a wrinkled old hand. "I know what you mean," said the lil old man.