Got in a huge fight today with Mom and Kelsie about what a lousy person I am and about how all I do is make Kelsie's life hell and steal her friends. I hate this. I can't do anything right. Mom comes into my room and gives me a lecture about how "taking" one of her friends was fine but then the second one started getting a little bit suspicious. Then I got bitched at some more because Stephanie talked to her and said some stuff God only knows what and pissed her off more... I'd been in my room for the past 3 hours but of course it was my fault also because I am so terrible and I MUST have caused something for her to do that to poor kelsie. Mom alwayz takes her side.... Then kelsie sends me something saying how all she ever wanted was to be my friend and to just forget all the fucking emotional damage she's caused me and i don't even try especially when she's freaking out cuz i didn't do anything... I wish I could just leave..