I havent spoken to Alyssa in about a week. She doesn't call me and I don't call her. It's like an unspoken agreement. It really hurt me when my mom told me she had been trying to seperate us for the past five years. She doesn't care about what I think. She just wants to run my life. I guess she fucked up hers so much she wants to do it to mine too. What a great mom... I dont know what I'm suppose to do now. Alyssa was the one person who i could talk to. I can't open up to anybody else. I feel like they are going to make rude comments or jokes about what i say. She was the only person I truly trusted... Maybe I should thank my mom for taking that away ~*Libby*~