Everything I do is stupid... I am a stupid person who doesnt have a life. I feel alone. Im gone I felt so alive this afternoon. But im dead again now. Maybe I was fooling myself... maybe i just wanted to feel something anything.... I've been thinkin alot about death lately... At my funeral I want another one bites the dust-dont member who singz it queen?... (I doubt it will be played but wouldnt that be neat and since it prob wont be id like to have I miss you- Aaliyah), Fire and rain-James Taylor, and Angel-Sarah Mchlachlan played. I want to be creameted so maybe i will quit burning w/ regret on the inside... I wonder what will be said... Will Nanu get up there and try to speak then break down while he's up there like denise at krisha's? Will anybody say anything? What will they say? that i seemed distant but i was still loving and seemed to care? It doesnt matter anyway. I'm dead already ~*Libby*~