I've never felt so alone. I just want to scream until I start feeling alive again. But it won't happen. I just feel so I don't know. I can't express myself how I would like. I wish I just had someone there for me. Who I could cry to. And they would care... REALLY care. There doesn't seem to be anyone like this around. I can't handle this much longer. I feel myself slipping. getting antisocial... I'm also gettin shy again. I'm not suppose to be shy. I can't handle shy. I can't handle one more thing I want to disapper... someone make me disapper plz