"I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life, wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do, I'm sorry I just can't help myself, I fell in love with you." I'm angry with myself... His girlfriend wasnt here today... so he was acting like we use to be.... I loved that.... and i know i shouldnt be saying that b/c he has a g/f and i just CANT feel this way.... it sux so bad... I hate this so much... im thinkin about telling him he cant walk me to lunch anymore.... that he cant talk to me... and that he cant look at me like he does... but then that just might hurt me even more... i dont know what to do anymore... god i feel like i love him... but i dont want to love him.... what am i suppose to do... ~*Libby*~