I miss muh sister and i know i still have another one but she will neva be as great as Krisha was i hate this it has been almost 4 fuckin years shouldnt i be over it by now i need answers but there is noone to give them. It isnt fair I'm so angry with "god" and ppl just dont seem to understand how i can be so angry and hate "him" to the extent that i do i just want her back so bad i wish i could go back before she got into da drugz like how i am now and tell her what will happen if she keeps runnin away and doin drugz and not to get involved with her boyfriend i can still remember da last time i saw her how she smelled how she looked and i really wish i remember her differently she was so thin and dead lookin b/c of the drugz she had been takin i will neva take drugz cuz of that she looked like she hadnt slept in about 2 yrs and she was so paper thin like she hadnt eaten in yrs i hated the way she looked she didnt look nething like muh sister i just wish i could break down and cry and not have to be so bubbly and happy all the damn time ~*Libby*~ *Never had i imagined livin w/o ur smile feelin knowin u hearin me keeps me alive and i know ur shining down on me from heaven like so many friends we've lost along the way and i know eventually we'll be together one sweet day*