*I alwayz thought id be a mom sometimes i wish for a mistake the older that i wait the more selfish that i get u seem like ud be a good dad now all those simple things are simply too complicated for my life and how i get so faithful to muh freedom a selfish kinda life* im startin to feel unloved more often :( i need a hug i was goin to ask for a hug from nanu cuz no one gives hugz like nanu he'd alwayz make me feel betta but thingz have gotten too complicated between us for me to ask him for a hug w/o him thinkin i wanted one for a complicated reason i hate complication i shoulda neva kissed him *sigh* i almost asked muh crush for one today a hug not a kiss i could just imagine what would've happened if i had he would look at me odd and been like umm why it woulda been typical and now matt is tellin me "Libby look...u gotta quit lookin down on yourself, ok? u aren't messed up" riight as if ~*Libby*~