im finally ungrounded!! oh da freedom hehe omg it sux so bad my mom just made up the stupidest rule im no longer allowed to go drivin around unless its with a "responsible" adult and im also no longer allowed to hang out with seniors i mean it c'mon! dats mentally retarded!! if yall dont agree your insane i started school and shit and i just havent been feelin like myself ya know ill be walkin in the hall and i wont feel like forcin myself to be happy and Nanu Bear walks by and practically pushes me into a wall and starts with da 3rd degree "Shorty gurl whats wrong? why aint you smilin? gurl you need to talk to me ill help ya through it..... and so forth and so on" then i practically have to push him off and be like nanu im fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine fine thats all i am nemore is fine i dont know whats wrong with me sometimes ill try and remember a time when i was really and truly happy but i seem to only be able to remeber a few times and that was when i was with my oldest sister like sneakin into her room cuz ive had a nitemare or her boyfriend spinnin me around then her ticklin me i havent even visited her grave since shes been gone its kinda odd we have no pictures of her hangin on da walls around the house the only pictures i have of her i hide cuz i dont want someone to take them or for my mom or dad to see them and make me put them away i dont know maybe im goin crazy.....