Hmm this is another poem if i could dedicate it to neone it'd be to my family... sad but true mostly my mom though *shrug* I wish I could disappear Get away from all these thingz i fear I'm tired of waiting for the good to come Do you understand where I'm coming from? I'm sick of the guilt trip I'm through with listening to you so quit Maybe if I run and dont come back Everything will just jump back on track I won't have to hear you but you'll have no one to blame The tears and hate just drive me insane I can't stand it any longer I don't know why i even bother I try to express to you how i feel But everytime you make me feel so unreal I want you to listen and to care I know you see me and know I'm there I cant keep hoping that someday youll love me Then maybe I'll finally be free But for now I'll just stay sitting there Wishing maybe someday you'll really care