Listening to: Crazy-Patsy Cline/ uninvited-Alanis Morisette
Feeling: torn
*Crazy..... for thinking that my love could hold you..... I'm crazy for trying and crazy for crying... and I'm crazy for loving...... you.....*
*Like any uncharted territory I must seem greatly intriguing... u speak of my love like you have experienced love like mine before but this..... is not allowed youre uninvited*
I'm tired of being alone.... I'm just tired so sleepy but i cant sleep. I'm tired of being the "rock" everybody leanz on... Can they not see I'm weak? Can they not understand that I'm not as strong as I pretend to be? I have to act this strong it's what keeps me sane. It's what keeps me from crying at nite. To act like everything is just great is a gift. It's so hard to act as if everything is fine when you are so tired of it all. I know, I do it. Sometimes I slip and show up vulnerable but then I get back on track... I'm just kind of rambling. The tiredness is taking over.... Maybe i need some sleeping pillz or something... ~*Libby*~
*~~Marisa~~*
By the way, I LOVE the song! I'm listening to it now! Keep smiling!
I'm so alone too.
Everyone is though.
And people think I'm so strong too.
They don't know how weak I really am.
I just don't like to show my emotions.
Take care.
I hope you feel better.
Soon.
---Feed the squirrels---
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