I feel so old I dont know why I just feel old and I'm frustrated too I keep pissin ppl off and im so frikken good at it too *sigh* i guess i betta explain today i went to SHS's ball game and i was hangin with Nea *renee* and Jose and i called jose a bitch cuz he was bein one and i alwayz joke around with him like dat cuz its jose so newayz i was ova there and he goes ya wanna fight and im like oh bring it and he putz down his glasses and let me also say hes 27 so newayz he putz down his glasses and like grabz me and pickz me up and i get outa his armz and push him against a fence and told him i was goin to bite him so we wrestle a lil bit and he called me somethin i dont remember what but i told him to say he was sorry and he wouldnt and nea was tellin him he betta watch it cuz im tough for how small i am and everything so then i barely hit him cross da face and i swear it was just a lil hit and he started bledding! and so i was frikken out and im like omg are you ok omg im so sorry are you ok and all and he was like yea im fine im fine and then nea told me he bleedz real easily and i didnt know that cuz i dont know him all dat well and everything but he was so pissed off at me i hate that then nanu kept worryin bout me and amanda *his g/f* walkz ova and was like whatz up yall nobodyz and im like yep dats right im a nobody so she was worryin bout me too and it made me feel bad so i put on muh "im so fuckin happy i could die" face and she stopped worryin or acted like she did and i know nanu still was cuz no matta what hes alwayz worried bout me it kinda botherz me dat hes like dat but what can i do bout it? *Libby*