Well, here is the theme for my journal. I feel the dark/angsty feeling is perfectly me. Anyways, Shell is the awesome opening from Witch Hunter Robin and it is my theme for today. Today wasn't all that bad. I got to help increase a great friend's happiness. Heh...she was already having a great day, I was just able to help add more to it. Well, I'm out of here for tonight. I need to get some sleep. I had this beyond awesome dream, yet it has left me a little on edge. Last night I dreamt I was in a gunfight with three other men. I'm not naming names, but they were rather "popular". Heh...not that it matters, no one came out of it alive. I've written the dream out, reread it dozens of times, yet still can't get the meaning of it. *sigh* Oh well. So, I leave you, tonight, with the lyrics from Shell. Well, Ja Mata and Catch ya on the flip side. --------------------------------------------- It's like I'll disappear as soon as I close my eyes I feel like I've turned into someone that even I don't recognize Sadly, I've become so small I want to be rescued, but instead of sighing I vomited up my loneliness, and just lay there, measuring it all up Amidst this drop of time gone dry My heart is drowning and writhing These lies that make me dizzy I took them and tore them up And with that, I became lost In a world of thin darkness. For the sake of those whom I should trust I chose to come here, a cage into which I've locked myself, and now there's no escape. Deep inside my parched throat Lies the reason for this growing impermanence Scared of the approaching tomorrow I cower and collapse But it seeks me out and whispers to me This voice of thin darkness. Amidst this drop of time gone dry My heart is drowning and writhing These lies that make me dizzy I took them and tore them up And with that, I became lost In a world of thin darkness.