*looks around* Damn...it’s been rather boring the last few days. I don’t I shouldn’t take offense to it, and God damn it I do try not to, but....what the hell is the problem with me...?! Honestly?! I can’t get a single one of my friends to do anything with me for weeks on end, then when a small hand full of them do want to do something all they do is complain about everything that I am. I draw too much. I spend too much time/money on anime. The one big thing though that got to me in the last few days...insult me...insult my art (god, they have...and at great lengths this weekend)...criticize my driving...call me fat...make me feel like a complete idiot for loving anime...but don’t you ever...---EVER---...fucking bad mouth someone that I like when I‘m around. And I don’t mean friend like, either. *sighs* That pissed me off so bad. It’s bad enough that they have to remind me that I’ve got no chance, but to just go off like that.... Actually, I had a lot more that has beat me down lately, but that’s the part that really hurts the most. *calms a bit* I apologize. I haven’t really what you say spoken this weekend. I’ve been utterly silent. The only way anyone would know what I am thinking/feeling is my shifting through my sketch book. I’ve got so much stuff that I love and can’t believe I could even pull off, but I’m never going to share it because it’s very personal and close to my heart. Sometimes I just want to disappear for a while, you know? I mean, one or two people might miss me, but that’s all. If it was even noticed I’d be shocked. *sighs* I’m jolting. I wanted to say a lot more than this, but I can’t find the proper words to explain myself. Later.