Listening to: Random things...
Feeling: sane
I've decided that after this journal entry to a.) never discuss that dream and b.) never sleep again. Why? Well, in my dream...that so-called great one...I've always woken up as soon as I died. I never see what happened to me or what not. Frankly, I liked it that way. Last night...I got to see what happened. I guess I was just in such a lousy state of mind that nothing could wake me. My most wonderful dream turned into the worst nightmare I'd ever had. I've had some bad ones...but this takes the cake. It was so vivid....so saddening and heart breaking...
*sighs, keeping self calm*
I know it's only a dream...but...I'm one of those weird type of people that feels a dream, or even a nightmare, holds some truth to your real life. It just really hurts.
*beats head against desk*
Enough on that, though. The only good thing about last night was that I caught the new Inuyasha. Kikyo and Sesshomaru in the same episode(s)?! YES!!! It's my little fanboy delight...leave me be. Also seems I'm to purchase the new Inuyasha game if I can find it. I've been waiting to get it until Belldandy did, so now she does, I can too. If we ever play one another, I'm sure she'll kick my ass anyways, no matter how long I've played it.
*looks around* I guess I'll be going now. Not much to really say. So, enjoy the rest of your weekend, guys and gurls. Later.
-Belldandy