Listening to: ...silent keyboard echoes of my room...
Feeling: alone
Well, been a while since my last update uh? Well...ok, so two days isn't long, but who cares? Anyways, not much as really happened in the mundane that is my life to report on. I tried calling a bunch of friends Sunday for an imprompt-to anime screening, but they either weren't around or were too busy. Played some games and watch a shit load of anime by myself...what a surprise. Then, I quit the gym. Not because I'm a quiter, mind you, but I just hate doing something for all the wrong reasons. Does that make any sense? Probably not.
And speaking of not making any sense what-so-ever...I don't get the human heart at times. Ok, last time I saw my crush in person and talked to her, she spent half the time talking about guys she finds cute/hot (to none of which I'd stand a chance) and talked about her crush (the fact that I'm typing this instead of talking to her is a testament that I'm not said crush). Now, normally, that kind of conversation would leave me sad and distant. Yet, it's been over a week and I'm still as content as ever to wanting to better myself and compete for the affection of her heart.
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*re-reads previous comments*
...ok...that sounded pretty gay...but none the less, I really like her. Lol...and it's completely ironic too. I never got her phone number before school ended. Nope. Instead, I get her AIM screenname. I have a perfect way of talking to her, but my stupid computer won't load up AIM and if it does, it freezes when ever I start chatting with people.
Sometimes I really think God hates me or is testing me. Frankly...I'll take a failing grade if the test would just end...
Well, that's it from my end, more at the upcoming 4 AM time slot. Lol. Until our paths cross again, this is everyone's favorite baka futori haisha Senji-ku signing off, saying ja mata and catch ya on the flipside.
Random Quote: I love a woman that can kick my ass. -Spike, 'Cowboy Bebop: Knocking on Heaven's Door'/'Cowboy Bebop: The Movie'. Been a while since I had something from Spike in one of my entries and I missed it. No real meaning behind it...or maybe....Lol.
-Belldandy