Well, the day is over and tomorrow is just another day with a false celebration attached. Honestly, I should be estatic that I'm graduating and will no longer be a highschool student in less than 24 hours. But, for the life of me, I cannot crack a smile. I'm honestly crying. Not for joy or sorrow, but for this empty feeling I have deep in my stomach. Deep, deep inside of me...as the hours slip away...I feel this void in me getting bigger and bigger. It's just turning out to be another day for me. Just...another Tuesday. Today, I went to Harrison High School as a senior one final time. I kept a straight face, so I don't think anyone noticed. But as I was preparing to leave...I didn't want to. I'm not a child trying to cling onto a safety net, I'm just a sentimental fool who doesn't want to leave behind those he cares for. *sigh* But there is nothing anyone can do right now. I just have to accept it. Well, I'll see Belldandy at commencement tonight (Tuesday). That should be fun. Though, she'll be around her man, and I remember what she said about the weekend they went to compete. I don't want to embarrass her or make her nervous. So, a quick hey and a hug, then I'm off to the after graduation party. Maybe some pool later, I don't know yet. Then, I'm working on a new project. Yes, I still have many, many thoughts for Red Dawn but right now...it looks like that project is on a temporary vaction. So, now I'm working on a space fantasy called Cosmic Dare: Celestial Hearts. It was inspired by the new Star Wars movie. Heh...basically it is a race in a competition to get to the ends of the universe first. But along the way, things go nuts as the teams learn of these powerful relics that are needed to find a treasure beyond any riches. So,it's a little bit of everything for everyone. Of course, some of my friends have inspired characters in this one as well. Little Rose inspired Tora Megami, an anthro(tiger) space pirate who ends up being the rival of the main character in more ways than just the race. Belldandy inspired a character named Hope who is a shovel toting,gun woman that makes Faye look like a newbie behind a pistol. And Bob inspired a character who is the main character's security officer and body guard. Thats just to name a few. I'm really enjoying this one, too. Well, a little late night question for everyone: is it possible to have feelings for someone that once cause your heart to break,thus basically questioning all you are? I'm...just wondering, that's all. Well, the next time you hear from me, I should be a "proud" graduate. So, until then,this is everyones favorite baka futori haisha Senji-ku signing off, saying ja mata and catch ya on the flipside. Random Quote:Honestly, Tora, you don't need to steal everything that shines... -Vince,main character of Cosmic Dare But, VINNIE!!! It is sooooo shine... -Tora BUT nothing! THAT WAS MY BELT BUCKLE! So? It was still attached to the belt holding up the pants I'm -still- wearing! You're no fun...