Its the disappearing...reappearing...SENJI-KU! *Sigh* Well, even though my AIM isn't wanting to work,I figured I'd give a small update. I don't want my online friends to think that I've just gone off and forgotten about them. Well, first, I've been running and walking alot more these days. I've got like a billion thoughts running through my mind, heart and soul and this excersising is a good therapy tool. Just jog for a few hours, get a hurting thought in mind,just stop and start punching away at a near by tree. *rubs hands*Yeah...kinda hurt my right hand doing that today. Lets see...I decided that Senji is sticking around this hell hole for a while. See, my parents told me if I don't go to Chicago, I'd have to get a job or something. Well, I'm going to do them one better: I'm starting my own business. There are a few prime locations around this city that are perfect spots for a pure anime/manga store. Comic Quest is too expensive for common fans and Best Buy doesn't cater to more specific needs. FYE and Coconuts are just out of the question for collectors/fans on fixed budgets. So, I'm stepping in. Plus, a few of my friends either want a better paying job or a job in general. What better than getting to sit around, draw, talk about what you love and talk about your favorite things? Anime, manga, games...god, this is probably going to be my greatest project since Red Dawn. Now...all I need is a name for the store. Any ideas? *thinks* Well, nothing really big happened today. Though...it was a sad day. Belldandy and Sprite are in their own world of problems. I've tried cheering them up to no reward. Belldandy just seemed to be slightly happy about the Chibi Al keychain I gave her today. Sprite...well...yeah. It's Paula. After a full semester, I'm finally used to it. Oh well and I'm still torn by my own problems and worries. Lol...it's sad when the highlight of my day came from a girl who I'm pretty sure doesn't like me all too well. Kaitlin brought me a 'Yuri' shirt from her trip to an anime convention. Its actually a cool shirt. *sigh* Fanboys... Anyways...I'm outta here for tonight. I think tomorrow I'll delete AIM and redownload it. Maybe that'll fix that problem and I'll be talking to all of you again, being the biggest bother to you all. ^^ So, until then, this is everyone's favorite baka futori haisha Senji-ku signing off, saying ja mata and catch ya on the flipside. Random Quote:Kaname...I may not show it, but through all my vast millitary intelligect...you scare me. You scare me to the very core of my soul. I stare down the barrel of a thousand automatic, German-made weapons a day...an hour...but it doesn't scare me. Frankly, it makes my "soul" jump in excitement at the thought of the adventure each bullet presents to me. Yet, I look at you for even a second and I stop cold. I begin to sweat, I can't breathe. I'm lost in a world of infite nightmares of failure and dispare. These nightmares are not because I'm afraid of you, but because I'm afraid of me. I'm afraid of messing up and losing you. I'm afraid of losing your smile...losing the sound of your voice...I'm so damn afraid of just watching you turn away and walk out of my life. I can only assume that this vast, erratic, illogical fear is because of these feelings I've hidden in my goal of protecting you...these feelings of loving you and wanting to tell you so. I'd trade in my .45 just to hold you and tell you each syllable of the passion ripping through my soul... - Sousuke ...Then just do it, Sousuke... - Kaname {removing his .45 from his side and tossing it over a cliff into the ocean,walks forward and embraces Kaname}I...love you... - Sousuke {insert rolling credits} Fullmetal Panic/Fumoffu...quickly becoming the greatest anime in my life. P.S...Belldandy and Ash...thank you both for the last few days. You two are beyond special to me. Thanks.