I really should be in bed, but I'm not tired. Really...I'm not. I want to sing and cry right now something fierce. Thanks to Ashley, I realized last night that I can't be afraid to let people close to me. Here lately...a couple people slipped past my defenses and now they know me better than I do. But I think I'm going to let one person in by my choice. I don't know why, but I'm tired of hiding. I just want to just enjoy the time I get with little rose, draw and hang out with the gang. Well...spending time with little rose is the most important of those...*wishes she lived here or he lived there*...anyways... Anywho...plans changed. Prom weekend is canceled. Not by our fault, but it's still saddening none the less. *hugs little rose and hangs on* It doesn't matter. I only wanted to go to hang out with her, so it holds no excitement for me anymore. Tonight (Friday)I have my usual things to do, then I was invited to a band competition. I want to go so baddly. I need to get a ride over there *glares at father*...had to take the keys, uh?!?!!!!!! Then...Ashley's father...he doesn't really trust me that much. Tonight is a night for her, I don't want to be a monkey wrench that causes her any headaches. But I'll do my best. Other than that, yesterday was rather blan. I failed a math test horribly. It wasn't anyone's fault but my own, as my mind was in other areas. Bailey and I are starting a project now, so I'll be working on that and Red Dawn. I'm starting to fall asleep at the key board, boys and girls. Thanks for listening to my ramblings so early in the morning...I'm sorry to those that matter. You know who you are! So, this is everyone's favorite streetwalking Senji-ku signing off, saying Ja mata and catch ya on the flipside...