It’s been a while, no? Well, at least a while since I updated with anything meaningful or heartfelt. Come on...new Inuyasha is only meaningful if you are into that. Even then it’s a long shot. But, yeah, should I really even update any longer? I mean...half the reason I would even update to begin with is gone. The other half isn’t around to even make a difference, no matter what I write. *sighs* I apologize greatly. I’ve had a lot of down time lately and have spent that time to do some thinking. Lol...I wish I were an Emo at times, then maybe my thoughts could be beneficial to some dark and dreary poetry or painting. At least then I could probably sell it or something for a few bucks. But I digress. I’m finding it increasingly harder and harder to actually stay true to myself. I mean, more and more, what is the point it? I keep getting told over and over that it’s what’s on the inside that counts, that a gentleman will make it further in this world than anyone. Yet, every time I turn around, the jerks are the ones that are winning. Their lies and idiocy are taken as gold, only eventually leading to heartache then to instant forgiveness, and the guys that speak the truth are considered joking. I mean, I did something...or rather said something...and I meant it with all my heart, yet it was treated as a joke. That’s fine, see what I care, I guess. I’m just one more stepping stone on the road, I suppose would be the finest analogy I can think of at the moment. This is complete randomness and totally off the topic at hand, but why is it that in every action movie of the 1990’s that had cops or gang leaders as the hero (or antihero)...they were perfect martial art masters? Their style, stance, ect is flawless, precise. I mean, I understand that in the police academy martial art training is one the perquisites to their over all experience. But when one unarmed man, who anyone would be an utter moron to actually believe a cop to begin with, is surrounded by more than a dozen armed men, all who supposedly have martial art training themselves , single handily beats them all...where the hell is the believability in that...?! And I’m not attempting to sound racist in the bit, though I know a few may take it as such, but I’d believe that from someone like Jackie Chan or Jet Lee, possibly even Brandon Lee were he still alive, before I would some steroid using European guy. Another note of randomness...what the fuck is up with Bio-Broly...?! I mean, yeah, I like it, but after watching it for like the twentieth...I’m starting to think that the writer was on crack or what ever drug was popular in the early 90’s over in Japan. The premise is fantastic! Finally someone is out trying to reveal Mr. Satan/Hercule as the fraud he is. Along the way, #18 is just trying to get her money for taking the dive in the World Martial Arts Tournament and gets mixed up in the attempt, along with Kid Trunks and Goten. That’s all fine and dandy. As a matter of fact, it’s a nice change from the usual invading villain of the week scenarios the movies usually in tale. But why Broly...for a third damn time? The first Broly movie was good enough as it had fast paced action and great music, though making Vegeta grovel like that pisses me off. Then again, I’ll still argue that if it wasn’t for Vegeta, Goku would never have defeated him. Second Coming was just an excuse to use grown up Gohan in a movie, and it was pretty good too. The second use of the Father-Son Kamahamaha, this time with Goku, Gohan and Goten was beautiful. Along with a Vegeta move performed by kid Trunks was a nice throw back to the original move during the Cell Games saga. But still it had no true point. Using Broly this third time turned a good idea into a crummy story of revenge that made even less sense than in Second Coming. If they had the desire to do something for another revenge piece, use Cooler again or Lord Slug. Sure, it’d be the third outing for Cooler, but at least he wasn’t a Super Sayian reject. I’m sorry again. I have spent the last week or so engrossed in various animes. I love the deep complexity of Fullmetal Alchemist or the angsty Cowboy Bebop, hell even sometimes boring Saiuki is great, but still you just want to watch an anime that is just there. No complex story lines that span the entire series, no drama that’s going to bring a tear to your eyes, but something just for fun. So, occasionally, lately, I’ve been watching animes like Dragon Ball/Z/GT and Lupin III. And before anyone says anything, there is absolutely nothing wrong with Lupin! He is just a highly acquired taste. You either love him or you hate him. He’s far more than a perverted stick figure. You’ve just got to have an open mind and watch more than just a mere episode. *sighs* To each their own, I suppose. God, I’m just rambling now. Everyone’s probably stopped reading by now, um? I guess I’m just going on and on lately with nothingness to take my mind away from what’s really troubling me. It’s a flawed human trait. Oh well, just another flaw to hold me back, I suppose. One final thing....Jess, hope you’re feeling fine! Haven’t spoke with you in ages and such. Guess I’ll see ya when I see ya, right? Later, all.