Listening to: Random Boom Satellite songs
Feeling: alone
Well...yesterday, I graduated. It didn't really hit me until I got up on stage. They handed me the little diploma cover, thats when it actually got to me. Heh...it was a mixed feeling for me.
After it, that's when I actually enjoyed myself. I got to see Belldandy for a little bit. She was looking lovely as usual. Talk about a smile to light up the sky. Of course, it was totally due to her man. I'm not going to go into detail, as she's already done that in her diary. It was just nice to see her so happy.
Then there was the after-party. In absolutely no way was it the way the said it was going to be. The games sucked. The pizza was cold. Drinks were flat. No karaoke or X-Box. *sigh* No point in complaining thoughas they didn't have to do that to begin with.
All day, I've been asked if I feel any different since I graduated. Yeah, I feel like a bigger loser. I had all these hopes, dreams and goals to accomplish before I got out of high school. Did I do any of them? No. Not a single one. Now, I feel like being a god is the most realistic goal I've got anymore. Its just...I am completely empty now. It didn't hit me until this morning. I mean, even my new comic project isn't helping. Sprite was right abot fanboys, especially me.
Well, there's no point in bugging any of you anylonger. I'm outta here and heading to the gym, I guess. I need to become better. So, until later, this is everyone's favorite baka futori haisha Senji-ku signing off, saying ja mata and catch ya on the flipside.
-Belldandy