Listening to: Wake Me Up When September Ends - Green Day
Feeling: alone
*Looks around, smiling* So, is it just me or is this new layout not to die for? I mean...it’s Hughes! What’s there not to love?! *Bows* A big round of respect, props and thanks to ladysango/goddessyunasango for the fantastic layout yet again! Lol...when I first got this account, it was a horrid attempt at various themes rolled into one. Then she gave me the cool Spike/Bebop theme. Now this. *Hugs her tightly cause he can* I love this so much.
*Sighs, sitting back into comfy chair*
Anyways, what’s been happening around here since my last update? Um...*ish thinking*.Well, nothing really. I mean Wednesday and Thursday were spent working on the new house and day dreaming. Friday, I spent the night by myself working on packing my room and talking to Bell. I guess I just wasn’t in the mood to be personally social. Today, though, was...interesting. I did a lot of drawing and writing, most of which...if not all...will never be seen by any other living being other than me and my pets. I say around the house thinking a lot and shopping around for some new anime to keep me busy in between chatting and projects. Then I took a stroll down memory lane with my photo album and year books (I tend to do this more as my birthday approaches closer every year). Then I found myself daydreaming in good thought (they better be sense I’ve only been having nightmares all week) up until Adult Swim. Finally finding my way to chatting with Bell yet again.
Speaking of my birthday...only 5 more days. Sweetness but I’m honestly getting a tad bit tired of being asked what I want for gifts. I’ve got more than any young man could ever ask for. I’ve got the love of a great family and a close click of friends, any of whom I’d do anything for. I’ve got a talent that is slowly progressing and getting better. I’ve got more anime and manga than I’ll ever know what to do with. I really don’t need anythi...*sighs*...that’s a lie. There is one thing I want, but it can’t be bought. So, in the end, it’s the truth...I’ve got everything I need.
And since I know someone will ask about the nightmare. See, with the exception of a few occasions, I stopped having nightmares when I was little. Then, mostly due to certain events, I’ll get one here and there these days. But this one is completely unprovoked. I mean, with the exception of a few things, nothing major has been going on. A few people have said it was just because I was sick all week. Well, I’ve had bad dreams while sick. None of them have had me waking up screaming and drenched in sweat. Basically, what its about is my birthday. The party is going on and I’m blowing out the candles on my cake. Well, some time passes and the door bell rings. I answer it and my wish is standing there. After a bit, we break into a huge fight, mostly just cussing. Then it goes all Matrix-ish. I think I’m winning and the wish transforms into this huge beast, tearing me apart in front of everyone. And as it’s tearing me limb from limb, it’s admitting everyone of my faults, traits, and greatest fears. And my friends and family are agreeing completely with every last word. Finally, it transforms back and says something before finishing me off.
Yeah...it’s stupid, but it is horrid.
*Sighs, stretching as he yawns*
Well, that is enough for now. I made a promise to update more frequently, every other day at the least. Consider this the first step in that.
I’m outta here, boys and gurls. Later!
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