Tonight is a night were I realize somethings just utterly suck in life. Time is a wonderful thing. It can heal old wounds, mend broken bridges, ect, but it can also hurt. I'm torn between two lives right now. In one hand, I have the life I'm living right now. It's a good life, it has some regrets, but good. Then there is the life I want. In this life, the one thing I've desired for so long could be mine...-could- be. Do I go the easy route being given what I have or take the one I'd have to work for and possibly not get my heart's desire...?