*bows* Konichiwa. Heh...I love this song, it makes me realize my world in a nutshell when I hear it. And after tody, I just want to scream at the top of my lungs and just let it all out. Heh...that isn't saying anything bad happened today, quite the contrary. I had a fabulous day. It's just that something mademe realize that maybe I'm holding back when I should be pushing forward. Anyways, today was long and boring, filled with a few good highlights. I treated a few good friends to come chocolate eggs. I got to see Jessica smile after something cool happened. Then, I had a fanboy moment to top all of them. I'm just glad none saw it. It wasn't a moment over any famous person or thing, it was just I saw someone do something that made me blush as though Alison Retzloff, herself, had smiled at me and called me by my favorite nickname. It was such a spaz instant. *cough, adjusting collar* Anyways, since nothing big on the front, I leave you with the lyrics to Gotta Knock a Little Harder. Please enjoy and remember that no matter what happens, never chain yourself to your past. It only henders your ability to enjoy today or tomorrow with those you love and care for. Ja mata and catch ya on the flip side. _____________________________________________ Happiness is just a word to me And it might have meant a thing or two If I'd known the difference Emptiness, a lonely parody And my life, another smokin' gun A sign of my indifference Always keepin' safe inside Where no one ever had a chance To penetrate a break in Let me tell you some have tried But I would slam the door so tight That they could never get in Kept my cool under lock and key And I never shed a tear Another sign of my condidtion Fear of love or bitter vanity That kept me on the run The main events at my confession I kept a chain upon my door That would shake the shame of Cain Into a blind submission The burning ghost without a name Was calling all the same But I wouldn't listen The longer I'd stall The further I'd crawl The further I'd crawl The harder I'd fall I was crawlin' into the fire The more that I saw The further I'd fall The further I'd fall The lower I'd crawl I kept fallin' into the fire Into the fire Into the fire Suddenly it occurred to me The reason for the run and hide Had totaled my existnce Everything left on the other side Could never be much worse that this But could I go the distance I faced the door and all my shame Tearin' off each piece of chain Until they all were broken But no matter how I tried The other side was locked so tight That door it wouldn't open Gave it all that I got And started to knock Shouted for someone To open the lock I just gotta get through the door And the more that I knocked The hotter I got The hotter I got The harder I'd knock I just gotta break through the door Gotta knock a little harder Gotta knock a little harder Gotta knock a little harder Break through the door