Broken dreams, broken arrows...

Feeling: alone
Well, my room is finally finished. With the exception of my Vash and Faye statues on my art desk and the dvds on the shelves, you can't come into my room and see that I'm an anime fan. My mom saw my new room look and asked why I put everything way. I told her the same thing I've told everyone else (that 'It's only anime...') and that sometimes you just have to grow up. Now, the only thing I have to decide is rather or not to paint over the mural I did on my wall. It was the only time I ever painted something decent. I don't know rather to let it stay or paint over it... I hate days like today. My friends made plans for tomorrow concerning me without consulting me first. Now I'll be gone all fucking day tomorrow. Then most of the people I know believe I gay for some fucked up reason. Guys, listen...I can't help it if I have standards for the women I like. I also can't help it if those that meet or go beyond my expectations don't return said feelings. So, anyways...yeah...shut up about it already. Then everyone is still worrying about me. Belldandy and Kei are the ones that I hate not talking to the most. Lol...Kei tried talking to me about it afterschool and told me I can't lie to him. Well, he experienced first hand my awesome subject-change technique! Maybe I can sell that idea for a new Goku move in another Dragon Ball series? They all just need to stop worrying about my worthless ass. Today, I actually had a slight bit of regret for not going to prom. Just for a split second, I found myself regretting it and almost wishing it. Then George snapped me out of it very quickly. Wow...I called her George...when was the last time I did that? Well that is Belldandy for those of you not in the know. And speaking of Belldandy, her and Bob both have one of the only two pencils I'll draw with. So, yay for me. No drawing for me until Monday at the least. ^_^ I get a weekend off of my own obsession and not by any fault of my own. Anyways, if anyone went to that concert thing tonight, goodluck and/or have fun. I'd go, but the whole 'school concert' scene is dead to me forever. Oh well. *yawns* Well, since I canceled anime club today, I don't have any interesting stories to share. So, I'll be off. No sense bothering you people anylonger. This is your favorite haisha Senji-ku signing off, saying ja mata and catch ya on the flipside
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First off, mister, don't paint over that pic on the wall, you'll regret it. And secondly, who is this perfect girl you're talking about? (plz don't tell me it's me... I just need some time to work things out, I'll visit you though, promise). Thirdly, if you don't want to go with your friends don't go, they'll understand, or should. Jess is only worring about you because that's how she is she always puts others before herself.
Ja Mata,
Draquln
*pokes*

Well, first, it's only a picture. They come and go. Second, it is just my senseless rambling. It'd be cool if you ever visit, though

And I know that's just Jess's way. But...if you're going to put someone before yourself, they should be someone worth worrying over. I'm just a random friend that tries his best to be there for her, though I'm more of an annoyance and bother 9 out of 10 times. But that 1 time out of 10...
You aren't worthless, and how did I snap you out of it?
-Belldandy