I'm not one for harder rock music, as anyone that knows me knows what I like and perfer, but some times you just want to turn up the music as loud as possible to drown out the rest of society. *yawn* I've only been up for about an hour...it's like 2 somthing...heh. My alarm went off at it's normal 6 AM calling, and I just took one look out the window and crawled back under the covers. I guess I'm just out of it. It's not that I'm sad or something...it's more like I just feel empty. I had all these dreams when I was a kid. All this stuff I'd do before I graduated high school was to be awesome. Now, so many years later, I've only accomplished -2- of those desires. Only two! Things were so much more simplier when we were kids, weren't they? All we cared about were our friends and Saturday morning cartoons. Now, we have to worry about our hearts being broken, passing classes with teachers that hate us (or are too damned lazy to actually teach us), protecting our friends, SATs, and trying to just make it through a 7 hour day without screaming our heads off. They say to cherish these days because they are the best days of our lives. How are we supposed to enjoy them when the feelings that are supposed to make us enjoy these days are slowly consumed and overtaken by the feelings that make us wish to be small again? Last night, right before I went to bed, I was watching the encore of FullMetal Alchemist. That show actually had me crying. I don't know why. I just...I just broke. Heh...maybe I am just a little baby boy afraid of growing up as one of my supposed 'friends' told me. Well, right now...all I feel like doing is breaking something and having a little bit of chocolate. Lol...or maybe some nice, warm rice would be better. I'll try updating later this time, if anything changes. If not, this is Senji-ku signing off, saying Ja Mata and catch ya on the flipside.