Another weekend wasted. I saw Snakes on a Plane again last night simply because I had nothing better to do. I'm getting to the point where nothingness would be better than the way life is right now. I should be out of here by now. I graduated May of 05, over a year ago. I should be in college by now...I should have a lot of stuff by now. I know that time is the only answer to things but what the fuck?! I don't know if I should stay or if I should go. I want to go so bad, I really do. I want to pack my bags and get the fuck out of here. But...I have one lone reason for staying here. There remains one reason for me to stay here and never think about leaving again. But that reason is elsewhere in life. What do I do, honestly?