Listening to: Save Me- Remy Zero
Feeling: drained
Does Superman need saving? When he hangs up his cape at the end of the day, doesn't he deserve someone to lean on? Heh...two good questions that I don't know the answer to, but I know some that do. That's a good song, Save Me, too. It's from the Smallville soundtrack.
Anyways...its 5:39 in the morning and I'm not sleeping as usual. Nope, not me. Instead, I'm updaying my diary/journal and my DA accounts. I'm drawing like a mad man to keep myself awake. Though...I suppose I should sleep cause I had a headache and fever earlier and they've yet to go away. I'll probably go to bed after SuperMilk Chan Show tonight.
Heh...I'm feeling like shit physically, but for the first time in a while, I'm not sad ^_^. I accredit it to a good friend of mine and my desire to best her one day. Heh....a sad man can't beat a winning lady.
Well, it's now officially 9 weeks until graduation. It kinda sucks. I don't want to graduate mainly because I'm going to miss those friends who I only really got to hang out with at school. *sigh* But what's got me feeling a little empty inside is that I made 2 resolutions to myself a couple months ago to do before I graduate. One has been failed at and that's being published (But, I congradulate those that made it to the top 20 of the Tokyopop Raising Stars of Manga competition!^^). But I still have a shot at the other. The only problem...accomplishing it could cost me more than any stupid contest, I'd just never realized it before. But a dream I had Thursday night showed me the possibilities of the good and bad. *pouts* I hate growing up!
Anyways, this is Senji-ku, siging off with the lyrics to Save Me saying Ja mata and catch ya on the flip side
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I feel my wings have broken
in your hands
I feel the words unspoken
inside
when they pull you under
and I would give you any thing you want
you were all i wanted
all my dreams are fallin' down
crawlin round and round and round
Somebody save me
Let your warm hands break right through me
Somebody save me
I don't care how you do it
Just save me, save
Come on
I've been waiting for you
I see the world has folded in your heart
I feel the waves crash down inside
and they pull me under
and I would give you anything you want
you were all I wanted
all my dreams have fallen down
crawlin round and round and round
Somebody save me
Let your warm hands break right through me
Somebody save me
I don't care how you do it
Just save me, save
Come on
I've been waiting for you
All my dreams are on the ground
crawlin' round and round and round
Somebody save me
Let your warm hands break right through me
Somebody save me
I dont' care how you do it
just save me, save me
I've made this whole world shine for you
just save me, save
come on
I'm still waiting for you
Belldandy