im all confuzzled >.< i dont like it. too much, too soon? perhaps...? i dont know. DUDE i am so going to the mall on friday with barry and lindsey...unless lindsey bails...eh, it happens. you know...tyler never called me...i just thought of that. maybe he thought i was a bad kisser? well he did kinda catch me off guard...that always seems to happen when theres guys around...maybe i should learn to be on guard? wow...see, this is why you DO NOT deprive brandi of her sleep. yeah...didnt sleep much last night...or, this morning i guess, i never sleep at night, lol. mostly i was beating myself up over everything i did...and with good reason i suppose...the rest was all nerves, and a little fear...i was kind of afraid that if i fell asleep when i woke up, none of it would be real...or worse, i'd be the one on the other side of that...yeah. anyway... i wanna goooooooo somewhere :( someone come save me and take me to the movies or something...ill buy! lol. anyway...im out i suppose...