bleh... today was... :/ i dont like boys. theres this one guy...i met him recently... i kinda like him :/ yesterday, he told me that he had to go to his bio class and study cuz hes not doing so good in it, so i didnt expect to see him. but then, he randomly came into the GSA, and like, he usually goes, so he knows everyone there...but he didnt say anything to any of them. he just walked over to me, said hi, gave me a hug, and left. then, last night, we were talking, and i said something like "its easier that way..." and he was like "what? you're easy? when are you free?! ;)" so then i started messing around like i do, so i was like "hmm...how about 12:40 to 1:20am tomorrow sound? sorry, i know its the graveyard shift and all, but...every other time is already spoken for." so then he was like "thursday, after school, you, me. i know where theres a corner where no one can hear you screaming ;)" so then today, i stayed after, and we were hanging out, and i was like "so...wheres this corner you were telling me about? *wink wink*" and he was like "come on, i'll show you." and i was like "what? there actually IS a corner?" so he took me there, and he was like "see, you just do like this..." and he put his arm around my waist, and looked at me in this certain way... i dunno how to explain it, but...idk i thought he was going to kiss me... but he didnt. and now i feel stupid for wanting him to...:/ grr. and seeing haley the whore hanging all over him after that didnt really help either... :/ edit ARGH. i really effing hate myself right now... like, really. grr.