duuuuuuuuuuuuude i am so emo right now. like, seriously. im more emo right now then my hair, barrys hair, jennis hair, lindseys hair, and gerards hair. combined. thats pretty bad. i dunno what it is. i mean, my day was ok. i told a guy that he was pretty and i hearted him. hes pretty. and then me and barry hung out with him at lunch. and and hes pretty. then i saw dane today. and told him i loved his hair. ...its pretty. and i now apparently have groupies? i dunno, it seems like every time i walk down the hall, some freshman or another is all "BRANDI!!!" its mostly lexies friends, lol. i dont mind it though, theyre soooo adorable. especially tim and stan, every time i see them i get the urge to hug them and be all "omg youre so adorable!!!" *pats head* which i usually do...lol. see? good day. except im sick :( i blame sarah. ...i think im about to give up on life. ive already given up on love... it gets you nowhere, and then it leaves you stranded there, with nothing but lost dreams and a broken heart. maybe i'll just be like one of my friends. he plans on growing up, getting rich, and living the rest of his life alone, so he doesnt have to deal with love, and so when he dies he doesnt hurt anyone. hey, sounds like a pretty good plan to me... see? told you i was emo.