<i>if i should die, don't let them take my soul

if i should die, don't let them take my soul

by sweetrevenge on November 7th 2005, 12:00AM

Listening to: silence

Feeling: blank

if its worth forgetting, chances are its worth remembering...no matter the pain it brings. if i should die, don't let them take my soul. this all was only wishful thinking... i have to let go. this isn't real... it was never real... i put people up on a pedestal... and then when they fall off, it breaks my heart. i guess i have to learn that everyones human. everyones going to hurt me. i just have to decide who's worth the pain. don't ever give your heart to a girl....trust me, it isn't worth it. if you ever do...promise me that you'll be careful, ok? dont make my mistakes...i would never wish the pain i went through on you... i hate how we never talk anymore...i hate how we used to be everything and now...well, its simple really... now were n.o.t.h.i.n.g. it would've been nice if you had told me that you had a boyfriend before i poured everything out to you. i can't do this anymore...i really cant take it... but then, i suppose i have to...because honestly... i cant do anything else. dance, dance, we're falling a.p.a.r.t... like the butterfly whose beating wings caused a tornado, it's the true meaning of the butterfly effect...one person does one small, insignificant-seeming thing...and it changes someone elses life forever. will you be my butterfly? or will you be my tornado? sorry...those are some of the random thoughts/emotions flying around in my head right now. i felt they should be written down somewhere.

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