this is to someone...you know who you are. this song is for you, every fuckin word of it. ...not that they'll listen to the message this song is sending them... but i tried, no one can say any less of me than that, right? i fucking tried. it just wasn't enough. Always I hear... a voice say "Don't be so blind"... it's telling me all these things... that you would probably hide... am I... your one and only desire... am I the reason you breathe... or am I the reason you cry... Always... always... always... always... always... always... always... I just can't live without you... I love you... I hate you... I can't get around you... I breathe you... I taste you... I can't live without you... I just can't take any more... this life of solitude... I guess that i'm out the door... and now i'm done with you... I feel... like you don't want me around... I guess i'll pack all my things... I guess i'll see you around... Its all... been bottled up until now... as I walk out your door... all I hear is the sound... Always... always... always... always... always... always... always... I just can't live without you... I love you... I hate you... I can't get around you... I breathe you... I taste you... I can't live without you... I just can't take any more... this life of solitude... I guess that i'm out the door... and now i'm done with you... I love you... I hate you... I can't live without you... I left my head around your heart... Why would you tear my world apart... Always... always... always... always... I see... the blood all over your hands... does it make you feel... more like a man... was it all... just a part of your plan... the pistol's shakin' in my hands... and all I hear is the sound... I love you... I hate you... I can't live without you... I breathe you... I taste you... I can't live without you... I just can't take any more... this life of solitude... I guess that i'm out the door... and now i'm done with you... I love you... I hate you... I can't live without you... I love you... I hate you... I can't live without you... I just can't take any more... this life of solitude... I pick myself off the floor... and now i'm done with you... Always... Always... Always...