yo. haha, today was fun. me and barry spent the night at alis last night. i ♥ her and her odd ways. my and barrys love child was in a terrible accident last night :'( he was attacked by a vicious dog *theatric gasp* so alis stitching him up...he has some obvious scarring, but she thinks he'll see again...*sniff* and he still has a great personality...*cries* but anyway. lol last night was funny. it was kinda trippy though... at one point, ali started talking about this ancient chinese kind of thing you can do on a person (alis a black belt in karate, so she knows lots of stuff like that). but anyway, theres this move you can do on people that makes them forget like, a year of their life. and i was thinking...what would it be like if i forgot the last year of my life? i mean... -i wouldn't know kim, lindsey, ali, sarah h, mike, ben, jon, meghan, steff... - none of the shit from sophomore year wouldve ever happened (ex. losing barry, losing sarah, having my heart broken) - i wouldn't remember my first kiss and i was thinking...i kind of wish i could do that... i mean, it wouldn't totally be starting over, but it would be getting rid of alot of things i've wished away quite a few times... maybe sometime, i'll ask her to do it... ******************************************** im going to tell you a story. its a story about a girl. she was radiantly beautiful, with eyes as blue and as deep as the ocean. she deserved everything the world had to offer her, and more. if i could have, i would have given her anything she could ever desire. if only i could have jumped high enough, i would have taken all the stars from the sky and given them to her. i would have given her everything. but alas, i couldn't give her everything. all i had to give was my heart. which i gave gladly. all i asked was for her heart in return. but she wouldn't give it to me... maybe she didn't think i was worthy of her heart...perhaps she thought i'd break it... -borrowed