wow...im so emo. i actually find it kind of funny sometimes. but mostly i just hate myself for it. eh...it happens. so... gonna try to make this entry semi-happy-ish. ok? ok. umm... drivers ed today. whoo! actually not really. all we do in there is eat (he even lets us order pizzas if we want) and watch movies about drinking and driving. ...and we draw on barry with sharpies when he falls asleep, lmao. we did that yesterday. he should know better then to fall asleep when theres people and sharpies around. but no, hes stupid. anyway, i suppose its bearable, because once its over, i can do my driving hours. then, after that, in febuary...i can drive! its cool stuff i tell ya. and yesterday, we went to visit ali during lunch, and she was eating ceral because she brought a container of it and added milk...so of course, barry thought it was the coolest thing ever, lmao. that boy, i swear...sometimes i wonder... so today, i brought in ceral for me, him, and ali, lol. it was fun. i just...i wish she'd notice me sometimes... *slaps* NO! no more emo-ness! umm...happy thoughts...happy thoughts... umm...im not failing american lit? wait, thats not happy...thats cancelled out by the 2 classes that i AM failing... shit. um... i might go to the movies tonight. i dunno, because katy and paige want me to go with them, and i want to...but people asked me to babysit, and i need money...but i REALLY dont feel like going...but katy and paige are going to see corpse bride, which ive seen 3 times already...but it IS good, and i never see katy anymore... argh, descisions. anyway... i feel i'm being avoided. ...and im out. Edit wow...i love how people are never around when i actually need them. i am now reconsidering my life goals...and possibly giving up on my dreams... i don't think i want them anymore...