today was slightly better...but who knows what tomorrow will hold. i got my pallet expander this morning :( so now, i basically talk with a lisp, and eating annoys me because i get food stuck in it. yay for things that impare your eating and talking for 6 months! *sarcasm* but other then that, im good. i missed 3/4 of the school day to get it, so i guess thats not too bad of a trade off, lol. and in a way i guess its kinda funny. i cant talk right, and in literature class i had to read out loud, and the whole time all i could hear was barry trying not to laugh behind me, lmao. then me and lindsey had a rather interesting conversation about making out with people while thats in...lol. i dont think it will affect anything though, so long as they stay away from the front of it... now that could be painful, lol. oh yeah...and she noticed me today!!! ok, not going into that too much, but yeah...it made me really happy for about 10 minutes after that, lol. the little things in life make me happy. i have to do a couple things and i dont want to...one is aggrevating, the other is painful. and when i say painful, i mean it in the "excuse me, but i think you forgot to give me back my heart after you r.i.p.p.e.d. it out of me" kind of pain. and its going to last for a while...and by a while, i mean a while. soOoOoOo yeah, not really looking forward to any of that...but hey, you gotta do what you gotta do, right?