arghhhhhhh i hate people. why must they suck so much? seriously now. ehhhhhhh life should stop sucking. i have TONS of homework to do... but i don't wanna :( but seriously, all of my teachers have been piling it on lately... i have a research paper due in my history class in 2 weeks havent even fucking STARTED and its 20% of my grade...fuck. and i also have 2 smaller papers for that class, 3 for english, a project for chemistry...ARGH i cannot fucking WAIT to get out of here. i need a fucking break. december 20th... only 20 days to freedom... and kick ass mexican food ♥ i seriously need a break...even barrys noticed. haha, when i told him we were leaving on the 20th, he was like "what?! we're waiting THAT long?!" and i was like "well...yeah. why not?" and he was like "well...i just thought you'd want to leave sooner..." and i was like "i wish..." and he was like "DUDE i know, you so need this...especially considering the way things have been lately..." he knows me way too well...lol. i ♥ that boy though. hes going with me. i seriously can't wait... sometimes i think i might be going for the wrong reasons. honestly, i considered not going...but my reasons for that were even worse... there are some things here that i need to be away from right now...well, not really here, but...yeah. no matter how much it might hurt, i need to get away for a bit... im glad i decided to go. there is nothing better then going home and spending 2 weeks with the 2 best friends a girl could ever ask for...my 2 favorite people in the world... it will be the 2 most perfect weeks ever. only 20 more days...