if i fall...down

Listening to: the t.v. is STILL on
Feeling: emotionless
hmm...second entry today. whoo, im getting good at this whole emo thing! *sarcasm* today was alright... i talked to her today again. i see her almost every day now. and she notices me! its crazy dude. dont take this the wrong way...i dont like her, and most likely would never date her (pretty sure shes straight anyway) i just think shes awesome and would be a cool friend to have. ...and shes hot...lol. and i went to GSA. then, me, stan, and paige left to hang up posters. ...which is about all that got done... im considering cutting my hair. possibly the night before homecoming. its a big descision though...i need to think about this. so that was pretty much my day. ...oh right, and the boy. we talked for like, 2 hours tonight. apparently, he doesnt like the way i look, mainly because of my eyebrow ring...heh. and he's possibly going to date his ex-girlfriend again...which, i kind of hope he does...he was heartbroken when they broke up... im having enough problems right now anyway...the last thing i need is a boyfriend. ...right?
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Awww, who needs bois,m they are SO icky....they should all die...ahahaha.



[irockhardcore]
[Anonymous]
Yeah, that's what I was figuring. Wasn't much of a relationship anymore anyway :P

Man, that sucks. Well I get that, my dad isn't homophobic but he hates guys cause he has two teen daughters, I imagine if he knew I were bi he would hate girls too.... :P

Eh, not that much. Just had some realizations after the breakup. Breakups can really clear your head....
[sie]
FUCK i felt so clever!!!!!


soo tell me!! im dying!!
Lucky. I've got four years til I can get out.

And my mom's being kind of homophobic now.... I told her I'm bi two years ago, and it's just now starting to hit her....

Yeah. Oh, the joys of life :P
[sie]
the last thing you need is DRAMA AND PROBLEMS.
too bad we live far away, i'd throw a sleepover & stress free night for you< 3
Haha. Yes, please :P

Yeah, I know what you mean :P Yeah, my dad thinks he knows too.
[sie]