yesterday...i had fun. but...bleh. people. basically, im in an honors class and i cant switch out. so im probly stuck in it :/ and i stayed after with sarah yesterday, but it ended up being sarah and paige and jon. then tyler showed up... basically, we liked each other at the end of last year, and on the last day, he kissed me goodbye...but then he was gone all summer, so i didnt talk to him at all. but yeah, he showed up this afternoon and we hung out for like, an hour. hes still a pretty cool guy. except...yeah...he tried to kiss me...and i was like "umm...i cant." and he smiled and was like "i was just kidding." but i dont know that he was... sooooo yeah, that was kind of a test for me...i think i did ok. then later on, we were standing with paige and chris and waiting for the buses, and he was all "so...do you have a boyfriend?" and i was like "no...i dont have a boyfriend..." and he was like "ok..." and i was like "BUT i do have a girlfriend." but i dont think he heard the last part, because when paige and chris heard him asking me about a boyfriend, they were all "ask her out! ask her out!" argh, people. then on the way home sarah was like "you should go out with him." and i was like "why...?" and she was like "you like him." i used to. used to. then she was like "well, you should anyway." and i was like "umm...hello? have you all forgotten kim?" and she was like "so? break up with her, its high school, live it up, you guys are holding each other back." grr. its not. that. simple. so then this morning before the first bell i saw tyler cuz he came over to say hi, and again paige was like "ask her out!" and tyler was like "umm..." barry was just like "tyler, just go. run." lol, that was kind of funny. then i saw him again in the hall on the way to allied health, and i gave him a hug, and AGAIN i was like "ask her out tyler!" and i was like "argh." so i had him leave, and then paige was like "i don't get why you 2 dont go out." and i was like MY GOD paige, i have a girlfriend. GIRL FRIEND." and she was like "so? its long distance, break up with her." WHAT THE HELL??!! so then i tried to put paige in my position. i was like "paige, imagine it like this. chris HAS to move away for a year or 2, but you still see him every few months, and you still talk to him almost every day, and you still love him...are YOU going to break up with him for some other guy you barely know?" soooo yeah, i think she understands a little better now. i hope so anyway :/ the tyler thing was getting awkward whenever she was around. anyway...stayed after again and went to the first GSA (Gay Straight Alliance) meeting. it was good, there was like, 10 people, which is alot for a GSA meeting. met a couple new people too, like this guy whose a senior and just came to this school [poor guy :( ] and this awesome freshman girl...dude she was so cool! i dunno what it was about her, but...yeah, lol. dude, SO would never like her though, cuz um...yeah, ew, no. *tries not to think about it* *shudders* anywaY she seems cool though, we're gonna work on makin a website for the GSA together...fun stuff! anyway, i think thats about it for now, because...im bored? lol.