Listening to: movie im watching
Feeling: emotional
yeah...so im watching a movie...fucking great man. im barely even paying attention to it, but i dont need to...all that matters to me is that the main character is fucking hottttttttttttttt. seriously. its resident evil by the way, lol.
duuuuuuuuuuuude seriously though, alice is effing hot. not as hot as kimmi, but you know...kimmi hasn't made any action films for me...yet ;)
anyway, yeah, point is, shes fucking...damn.
anyway, yeah, today was my birthday. wasnt too bad i guess, barry spent the night again, and lindsey got here at like 11ish. then we went to the mall and hung out there for a couple hours, then we went and saw willy wonka cuz we're cool like that ;) me and lindsey have both seen it 3 times, so during the whole movie we kept quoting it and making jokes and stuff, lol. like, the part where johnny depps like 'i have no heir to inherit my factory' i was all like 'hey johnny...let me come live at the factory with you...ill give you a heir...or 2...or more...;)' haha it was great.
anyway...then we took barry and lindsey home...kimmi called me sometime during that (:D), then i came home and now im all slightly emo, its not too great, but eh whatever. i'll be fine. im just kinda confused about a couple things is all...but theres nothing i can do to clarify them, they've just gotta be worked out on there own i guess *shrugs* sorry if im not making any sense. i dont really want to go in-depth with it, i did last night with barry, and we ended up spending like, literally 4 hours talking about our 'feelings' lol, and i dont intend to stay on here for that long, so...yeah, i guess you just gotta deal with the vagueness.
will i ever have a chance? or is it yet another 'destined to fail'?
anyway... ignore that, im out.
hey look, pictures.
haha i ♥ that boy.
thats his pimp cane, lmao
my birthday present...hahahaha
the ever so beautiful lindsey
hey look, its me...eww :(
haha, he has the cutest expression here!
he might not be all that pretty...but god knows he tries, lol
Haha, dont worry, I dont compare guys and girls, only girls to girls and guys to guys, lmao
Haha, I give up, you win..I am hot **shudders** lmao
<3
so hows life?????
brandi=my whip cream lover!
♥
;P
JADE AND BRANDI SUNDAE!!!!!!!!
So, you better cough up a 20 girly!! Or you can just pay me back on the 19th ;)
so what did ya get me??????
♥
**sits down and pouts**
and I am NOT getting up!
hmph!
;)
**still pouts**
*in whinny voice** no...
**leans up and kisses Brandi**
But I liked that!
♥
haha, this IS like porn, but it is SO much better!!!!
♥
That is right girl, you are all mine. I don't share!
Haha, Can't wait to give you a *real* kiss!
♥
I fucking love you!!
HAha
**lies down and fiercly makes out with Brandi...and grabs her hip** lmao
I fucking heart you!!!!
lmao.
And the fierce make out session would be SO much fun...if I could ever kiss you...which I REALLY want too! lmao.
**shudders** well you get all my turn on spots too so I am just making it even girl!
**bites neck then starts to fiercly kiss Brandi**
<3
I fucking love the fuck outta ya!
and yeah, get the emo bitch outta there!
lmao, but I g2g, good night my love!
;P
i love you !!!!!!
so how are things since i have been in wisconsin at the biggest water park in the world getting sooo burnt that i cant move??
lol
Hope everything works out babe!!
I love yo.U.!!
**hugs and kisses**
nothing new.
just getting ready to go to the fair.
r u serious? u dont have a last name??
hmm.. do u have any family up in ohio? like.. shawn rose? lol
well.. i feel sorry for u if ur related to him, but i doubt u r. lmao
but it'd be kinda funny if u were.
alright well take care...later
<3 <3 <3
<3
my ex called the other day but i didnt feel like writing about it...i was having a good day otherwise so i figured, why ruin it...ya know?
how have you been? i just read on your entry it was your bday!! so happy birthday!!!
This shall be fun!
I love ya!
<3
ps-do you know wo the "two friends" are that Sarah is talking about in her SitD??
And congrats, I still don't have mine!!!
:/
SO cant wait!
And yeah, once I know for sure I am staying in NY then I will get my permit.
I SO wanna visit you girl!!
♥
lol, fine, umm, I never said I was comming, lmao.
A nd OF COURSE I want to visit you! I eart you! You are my hot emo sex!
See, I am your hot emo sex and your my hot emo sex, see?! It works!
lmao
And your SO awesome, that is why!
♥
Gerard is SO much better than me (and Frank...*drools*) lmao
And you ARE awesome!
And no, we are each others hot emo sex, and that is it, no one is hotter than the other!
<3
yes i am growing up :)!
brian is just like not talking to me, like he is but i can tell there is something he wants to tell me but he is holding back and its just stressing me out.
I LOVE YOU !!!