she looks at herself

Listening to: Eve 6
Feeling: cheated
She gets out of bed... puts on the clothes that she wore from the day before. .. Walks to the bathroom and without looking in the mirrow brushes her teeth, puts on her contacts, and puts in her new earrings. Finally she looks in the mirrow. no matter how hard she tries ....she looks just like everyone else in the school.... The only difference is the fact that her skin is a little darker then everyone elses. She just wants to be different. But no.. someone in her school has that same look,, the same color of eyes. She just wants to be herself........ Not bits and pieces of everyone else thrown together to make her who she is........ She tries to stick out and be wierd. But now adays ..everyone is wierd. .......even normal people are classified as wierd. She puts on her shoes and gets her backpack ...it has holes in the bottom........ She once again looks in the mirror and thinks to herself "Well this is as good as it gets". She gets her keys, walks slowly out to her car. .looking like everyone else, listening to the music that everyone is listening to and drives to her school, ,......where everyone just looks at her like she is everyone else....... . She is so much like everyone else that the guy that is her everything, just glances past her...... .because she is just like everyone else........ There is nothing special about her...she will always be "one of the crowd'. And she hates it.!!!!! This girl is me.
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Oh my precious! I know how you feel! *cries* I feel that every day...