2 BF's gone. Unemployed. College drop out. Guido leaves tomorrow. And now my dog's dying. So basically the only way I could go is up. Right? ________________________________________________ I can't stand the fact that he's leaving. Tomorrow. That whole idea is covered in lame sauce. It's time for a new start. Cleaning out the closet. Here's the plans, maybe if I write some of them down I'll actually get trash done. First some simple things: 1. Clean room top to bottom. 2. Apply same care to my car. 3. Take whatever to the DI 4. Do laundry [bedding included] 5. Study for Biology test 6. Wash hair For now that's all I can focus on. We'll take it day by day accomplishing what I can. Focusing on the smaller things and then we'll make our way to the bigger. Things are going to be different from now on. And different is good.