Well..I didn't get the scholarship....instead I got a lousy "Black Youth Recognition" Award. They're going to have a fancy dinner where they will announce my name and all clap as I walk up to get a flimsy piece of paper. It will have my name on it. that's about it. *sigh* I'm not going to go. The lazy creatures can send it to me in the mail. That's what it's supposed to be used for. Plus they wanted me to wear "dressy" clothing. YEAH! what if I don't WANT to wear stupid "dressy" clothing. sheesh. He promised. But he hasn't called yet. I'm not sure what to think. The more he is here and the more I don't get to see him makes me want him more and more if that makes any sense. I was going to sing him a song. It only seems fair when he sang me one...and wrote one for me. But no!....he hasn't called. I had it all planned out. We were going to go to my most favorite spot in the world. You can look out and see the whole town from this point on the mountain. (not SV hill). And while we looked out on the valley I was going to turn on the song and sing to him as we laid on my car...looking at the stars. So much for my idea. It's been crushed..like a bug *stomps* As for the taking pictures in the canyon...we are going to head up there tomorrow. Should be pretty fun. I hope it snows..so then we can take black and white pictures in the snow. For some reason I'm obsessed with the idea. It's good that I like the simple things in life. That's the best way to go..in my opinion anyways. max and i tried for a kid today.