I said good-bye to jeff today. He's going on his mission to Africa, his farewell was today. I'm going to miss this soft-spoken boy. His talk was really good, it made me laugh, but it made me sad/proud to see him cry. Writing him letters should be fun. I've only written maybe 2-3 people tops. I remember it being enjoyable. Emily, wade, ryan, matt, veeder, dan, nicole, peter, aliesha, mike, jarren, jeff, and I chilled afterwards in the gym, ate some food, listened to jarren tell us some of his dreams and things. We talked about good times during practice, the whole reminiscing shabang. I don't think that it's actually sunk in that he's going, to Africa, for 2 whole years. Brooke and phil came, she looked pretty, phil is just cool. Lindz and Nat didn't show up, I could tell he was disappointed. Poor boy. Stupid girls. Oh well, I'm sure that they had good reason not to show up, maybe they forgot, or perhaps simply had better things to do. *shrugs* Something like that. Whatever happened, I'm just it was justified. Nicole and I realized something today, nate comes back in Dec. And then jarren leaves. Man, my boys are all growing up and going on missions. *sigh* I'll miss em'. Some guy called like 10 minutes before I got home. Daddy says they had a deep voice. Well, that REALLY helps since all my friends that happen to be guys have deep voices, besides braden. Dah! I hate it when they don't even bother to ask who's calling. Daddy thinks it was guido. Maybe he won't call back and confirm that painful.stupid.unbelievable. idea. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ At the farewell he looked charming all dressed up in a crisp blue suit and tie. He smelled really good. The other day while in his room writing a message, I looked at his cologne. It read "Very Sexy" lol. We locked eyes a couple times. One time it happened for about 6-8 seconds. Then later, he pointed out that I have at least one eyelash on each eye that points down instead of curling up with the rest of them. You have to look pretty close to notice it. I've only had 2 people notice and mention something about it. 1.Guido 2. Him Significant? Well, I don't know. Maybe. Maybe not. Who knows? I'm not allowing myself to care or think about it very much. Hopefully it stays that way. He wants to hang out tomorrow. I want to as well. Lame.