Aaugh....will you please shut up?

Listening to: did you?
Feeling: funky
GRRRRRR!!!!....this morning was so freaking lame..holy freaking cow!!.... k..so I checked my working schedule on Saturday..to MAKE SURE THAT I WAS NOT WORKING AT ALL. because I had a lot of stuff planned for today,....but NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!..Jen..my head guard calls me at like 5:30 this morning..to inform me that ONCE AGAIN!....Forrest crossed off my name and put in my name..not only that.,.but he didn't even tell me about it.... ..so this has happened like..what?...maybe 10 FREAKIN TIMES...I'M GONNA POUND THAT FREAKIN KIDS HEAD INTO A BRICK WALL!!... ...well at least that's what Kit said I should do.... .........so I'm speeding into town, I can't see because I'm so freakin tired..and all around it was a freaking chaotic morning.. ..normally I'm all for chaos...but.....not that early in the morning....it sucked... 2 freaking days until SpiderMan 2 comes out....woohoo....yeah!!....go it..go....me..and my ......sad..obsession for the unbelievable...yeah..go that...and stuff!
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i would get mad at that kid! go yell at him!
Chelsea, thank you.

I know everything will be okay...it just will be okay in a long time. and right now it hurts. It'll hurt for a while yet.

What hurts even more is that I was too stupid to plan ahead and did something chaotic and now I'm in trouble (again) and can't see you! or Emily! Or Dan&Nicole although part of me doesn't want to see them, at least not together. is that horrible or what?

Dear poo. Well, thank you. I love you